As I headed off to bed this morning, a girl entered the lounge beneath me talking on her cell. I knew eother one of two things were going to happen. Either she’d loudly talk with one of her girlfriends or to her current soon-to-be ex-boyfriend. But last night it was the latter. Knowing that it was after 2 am I couldn’t ever so politely tell her to be quiet, unless I want to deal with a pretty emotional girl and maybe get my head ripped off. Laying in bed, I couldn’t help much not to listen. The things she said just made me wondered what made it go sour.
From what she said they had some long term plan(s). Which sounded to me that she really wanted to happen. She also said things like “I don’t love you, I deeply love you.” and also “I love you so much, I cannot live without you.” To me those both sounded like she meant them. Once I heard a girl saying basically the last thing in a similar situation. But she did so in a way that made it sounnd as though she was truely was saying “I made you, without me you’d be nothing, you’d be dead.”
Like I said earlier, I wondered what happened, because if she did mean it, I know I would have given into that. Laying there alone, I just started thinking how I was doing exactly that, and would like it if a girl would say that to me or having a girl knock on my door at two or three in the morning wanting to spend time with me– wanting to just lay there beside me. Now I have a question for people that read this and hope I get a few honest replies. Back in my LiveJournal days, I joined the UW community. This has a lot of people on there and I am half assed to see if any girls will take me up on it, or would I just get shunned by the community. I have seen people asking for shopping buddies and such, but is asking for a date relevant for that community?